Just 2 days ago, I wrote about how I wished I can get away from everything here. Then this morning, I saw an email for an overseas posting. Is this the answer? Should I really go? Ha, why don't my other wish come true? I don't see any marriage proposal dropping my way. Mummy isn't supportive. But I don't really want to listen to her anymore. The last time I listened to her turned out to be the biggest regret of my life! If I had not listened to her, perhaps Mama will still be alive now. And I won't even think of going anywhere. Now, everything is too late. She asked me why I want to go. The correct question should be: why would I want to stay here?