My Desires

Was reading a book and the suggestion was to write down my dreams and desires. So here goes.

1. I want to be married to a man
2. I want to have children
3. I want to have a place of my own with my husband
4. I want to be able to dance well
5. I want to learn the Japanese language
6. I want to go to Japan regularly for missions
7. I want to cook well for my family
8. I want my husband to enjoy me and my body
9. I wish for a man to give me flowers
10. I want to pass my driving test
11. I want to visit Kita Yamazaki with my husband
12. I wan to visit Israel

2nd day on Daniel Fast

It's just the 2nd day of doing the Daniel Fast, and I'm already finding it to be so difficult! Looks like this is going to be harder than it seems. Suddenly, food that didn't used to entice me before seemed so delicious now! Perhaps it's because forbidden fruit tastes sweeter? What that I can't get appeared to be more attractive I guess. 

The main purpose of doing this fast was to grow closer to God, but I supposed in the midst of it, I'm discovering more about myself as well. I'm so used to being able to eat what I want that when I'm not able to do so, I'm not sure how to handle it. Still, deep inside, I know that He who lives in me is stronger than that which is in the world. 

Honestly, I'm not even sure if I can't make it through these 40 days. May God help me! Haha...